yOu...yOU...and YOU!!!

Today is valentines' day!!!
What should I do now?....
I can't explain how I feel right now..
Something is missing....
It is yOu...yOU...and YOU!!!!!!
Can't you see? I'm alone, suffering for not having YOU!!!
T-T,,,tears from my eyes can make a sea just because of YOU!!
....I am sad not because YOU are not with me,,,but the reason is
that I can see you HAPPY very HAPPY with somebody else..
I can't accept the fact that I did not make you happy.. I just make
you cry and disappointed because of my attitude and behavior.
Why o why? T-T...I hope this pain will last so things will be right between us and I can let go of YOU!!
I love you so much goodbye!

is there a chance? by:me

Is there a chance that you will be in my arms again

If I can see you holding hands with someone else

Is there a chance that I will be loved again

If you already threw me out of your life like a mess

I can’t help myself to think of you my dear

Because you became part of me for almost a year

I can’t help myself to reminisce the memories

For you are the best thing happened to me

I hate myself because I still love you

But I don’t have the right to blame you

I am hurt because I can’t forget you

But I’m not mad at you

Is there a chance that you’ll forgive me

For everything I have done to you

Is there a chance that you sincerely talk to me

If I will ask this favor to you

I really miss you so much

That I want to give myself a punch

I am desperate of having you again

That makes me look crazy like you’re the only man.

　

　

　

　

I want to hug and kiss you for the last time

Even though I know the fact that you’re not mine

I want to slap my face for a hundred times

Because I know to myself that I’m not fine

I just want to move on

But I can’t do it for you’re still the one

I just want to forget the past

But I can’t for without you my life will last.

Let me be the one for you for just one day

To show how much I love you without delay.

Let me tell you I’m not afraid to make myself look stupid

That is the reason why I can do things like a fluid.

Help me please to forget you

By telling me that you don’t love me unlike I feel for you

I’m begging you please, to betray me

So this stupidity will stop for thee.

Give me time to be with you for just a short time

For it will make me so fine

Give me time to heal this broken heart

And I promise you I will depart

Is there a chance for me to love again?

Is there a chance for me to trust again?

Lead me Lord, Lead me Lord

To a chance of loving again.